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12月7日 再見說再見....
談何容易﹖
本來好似好瀟洒
.... 點知...冷靜過後....
真係好唔捨得....
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幾時可以搭出呢一步.....
好想走....
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不要再見..... 1月7日 新年...新希望...新一年過咗好多日...
但係其實唔係好想過得咁快.....
因為....
一年完結了.....完了....
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再從投工作....
不知怎樣.....
又有一點迷失......
看到....不開心.....我又會不開心....
聽到批評....我又會不開心....
太不喜歡.....批評....批評....
可能是抖抖氣....給意見....
但....真的很憎....
抱歉....未能...學會聽意見,......>.<
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每日總想放工......
躲起來....和人去玩.....
去買嘢....
去行.....
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很能放鬆....
但.....
又不是經常可以........
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而且變了依賴..........
討厭...........
...........怎樣.........
又再迷失.........
新年有新希望......
但........
真的不知如何PLAN..........
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讓我想想........
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要學.........
11月3日 消失有一點情緒....
我知道.....
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這一刻真的想自己消失.....
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負面.........
係......
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發現到....行路.....
就係....
休息的時候.....
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行....
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走到...一個....
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.......摺埋的角落.........
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躲起來.......
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收埋......
自己 11月2日 救命估唔到....到呢一刻.....
我會係咁.....
咁白痴.....
咁低能......
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我好憎我自己.....
好憎....
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不想再看.........
不想再知.......
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有誰可告訴我.........
為何.....
為何.....................
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為乜...........
憎憎憎憎憎..................
點解.............
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會咁..........
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乞人憎.......
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一個冇方向O既人,
一個冇自己O既人.........
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借問聲.....
你做緊乜....................
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做乜......................
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好憎..............
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自己...........
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一定要靠人咩..........
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你自己係邊...........
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呢一刻...........
無力..........
10月28日 ...我的幫助...可否讓我可見祢﹗﹗
我好想見到祢﹗﹗
好想.....
快支持不住....
祢在哪裡..............
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誰曾應許....
因祢是我主、我避難所.....
我盾牌和詩歌........
祢是我的高臺...我的幫助......
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我需要祢的幫助....
祢的愛﹗﹗
好好好需要﹗﹗ 聽歌...開了WINNIE的歌來聽....
也有很多歌....
很O岩聽....
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想點...........................................
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唔可以衰.........................
努力﹗
唔比大家衰﹗﹗ 10月26日 應許【誰曾應許】 每段窄路，誰陪我去走過？誰還領我於青草恬靜處躺臥， 豐足恩惠比海沙更多 ... 誰曾應許，天天看顧著我， 晝夜眷佑，連頭髮也數過！ 那懼路途捲動著漩渦 ...因你是我主 我避難所 我盾牌和詩歌， 來吧！用信心 讚頌和高歌 你永在我心窩， 唯你有永生江河 除你以外不倚靠別個！ 我究竟算什麼？神你竟這般顧念我！ 有啲嘢原來係唔應許o架....十萬個唔願意...唔捨得....都係冇辦法...真係...係好辛苦....但...可能而家o既辛苦....係可以反而換來平安...是嗎﹖應該會係.... ================================================================================= 做過的會緊記....以後都會.... 日後都會係咁好...咁錫...咁緊.... 只是轉化了..... 一個好好好o既位置.... 可以的......10月17日 好勁....好耐冇睇過電視.....
今晚有機會......
從電視劇中聽到.....
既然大家一開始都唔係擺大家係第一位....呢段關係再落去都係....
你唔好以為我會為你留一滴眼淚.....我唔會
(以上o既說話....係宣萱以好快速咁對羅家良講分手....作出的反擊)
好勁.....換o黎好潚洒(人o地話...但佢自己喊到死.....)
兩個人加埋一齊應該係一條好簡單o既數學題....
兩個人加埋一齊應該係增加快樂....
但當兩個人加埋一齊時係得到痛苦...
又多咗啲擔心、猜疑、互不信任....
咁條數就錯哂......
應該點.....
擦哂佢....由頭再o黎過﹖﹖ unhappy......BUSY..........MAY NOT KILL OTHERS.........
BUT.............KILL ME........
I KNEW THAT 'S NOT THE ONLY THING ........KILL ME.........
UNHAPPY !!
REALLY..........
I NEED FRESH AIR!!!
 I THOUGHT I HAVEN'T HAD DINNER WITH MY FAMILY FOR LONG LONG TIME.....
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ALTHOUGH I DIDN;T DO THAT TONIGHT.........I WENT HOME EARILER.......
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I NEED TO CONTROL MYSELF..........
I CAN;T JUST FORGET EVERYTHING..........BUT JUST WORK............JUST.........
WE NEED TO TAKE MORE REST.........
I KNOW....
I CAN;T DO LIKE THAT.........
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CAN'T BE SO..............
CAN'T THINK TOO MUCH............
10月15日 好累...十萬樣嘢做....想做O架.....如果唔係唔會接嚟做....
咁...之但係....做都要有好O既PREPRATAION 先得....
但日日都有PROGRAM....點可以做好啲 PREPARTAION 呢﹖
真係....>.<
..............入咗嚟...係一個挑戰.........好開心可以有機會嘗試........
真心想做得好....
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但連翻O既...打...打...打....
就快...沉...沉...沉.....
快瓜了....
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想做....想知....想了解......想建立.....
努力....努力....
目標清晰....
努力努力﹗﹗
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請好好休息........
看到快死的樣子.........
真的很慘.........
不要累壞.....................
可以休息吓嗎﹖
10月10日 ...好記得我答應過 我會記得 回去
如常熱愛工作 然而別妨礙牽手 應該記得 記得記得 陪住你 應該記得 記得記得 非常時期 守著承諾 直到 滿足你 說服你 別要分離 應該記得 記得記得 陪住你 應該記得 記得其實 說好了 和你 一起選婚戒 迎娶你 沒需要 失諸交臂 你告訴我 要我記得 留意 無言是個 警告 再晚些 維繫不到 應該記得 記得記得 陪住你 應該記得 記得記得 非常時期 守著承諾 直到 滿足你 說服你 別要分離 應該記得 記得記得 留住你 應該記得 記得 其實說好了 和你 一起選婚戒 迎娶你 或可使你 明白我尚記得 甜蜜時盟誓 其實從未背棄 就算暫時 是冷靜期 輸不起你 =================================================
 快要死了.........唔想再係咁.......
忍受唔到依賴........
都幾唔好......>.<
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=愛....最心痛是 愛是太遲 兩心傾訴 不可等某個日子 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私 夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志 誰會在意 誰會及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史 忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好 偏要推說等下一次 我最愛 等不到 早已別去 卻發覺 心太累 沒有眼淚 窮一生想再追 但難尋舊愛 都似獨居 我也怕 習慣了 不靠伴侶 誰和誰 又約我 一一婉拒 難碰上我最愛 便獨立下去 卻怕有人追 錯失太易 愛得太遲 怎麼補救 心中的刺永在此 盲目地發奮 忙忙忙從來未知 幸福會掠過 再也沒法說鍾意 忘記上次 唯有及時 只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史 為何未放肆 見我愛見的相知 要抱要吻要怎麼也好 不要相信一切有下次 9月28日 忙....但開心忙....忙....忙....
其實係咪好忙.....都幾啦﹗﹗>.<
有時真係啲"琳嬸"嘢.....
但係咁先衰....
人哋以為你無乜嘢做.....
但真實係....好多嘢要顧、要諗.....
>.<仲忙過SUMMER...........
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但認真地.....
忙得嚟.......我知為乜.....知道啲CLIENT 得到啲乜......
我會開心啲.......
可能以前一路無咁忙....
但反而.........我開心...感到自己真係做梗嘢.....:)
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開心.....都真係開心o既......
多謝哂.......
呢4日都好開心............
hahah.........
9月25日 開心/唔開心﹖好開心去完旅行.....
返到嚟真係有Holiday mood o架....
但係排山倒海o既工作，真係好得人驚.....
加上竟然.....
因為小小手信......而搞到好麻煩.....心情不爽.....
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好彩.......
而家冇事lu.....
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仲有好多開心事........:)
不過center一股頹風.............希望快啲冇事..... 9月18日 Block Leave ...Welcome to Taiwan!!5 days trip... In Taiwan!!
It's so GOOD!!:)
i'm so happy!!
coz that's really unexpected!!
wanna share all the joy and happiness to u!!
took many photos!!!!!!
so happy!!
thank Ngan and Ka Yi!!:)
they made my trip became great!!!!!!:)
love u guys!!!
9月11日 farewellfarewell with yammy........
so happy that we had dinner last night and sang karaoke till midnight.........
really tired........
but happy......
coz we were crazy..........and all of us were happy............
super low b....that ngan and yammy always disturb me to sing karaoke.......
but really wanna die.....laugh die me!!
haha
9月6日 PoLice!!
"Bang...Bang....Bang...." Police ,pls open the door!!!.... what's happening?? luckily , i haven't slept yet..... thus, i could hear that not only one police who is knocking the door......
coz they found that there is a woman who fell down .....
the police just wanted to check .....are all our family members in the flat........ >.<i just feel horrible.... they are knocking all the flats...... ..... wow......just feel horrible!! >.< although the police went to next floor.... i could still hear that they were knocking the door.... 驚...驚﹗
9月5日 reading ur mind!!!i love reading people's mind.............
i'm senitive.....
i can easily find what u re talking about..... (at least i think that i can !!haha)
maybe i'm sensitive,....
maybe i'm just want to be the "one".........
.....i really want to know more about what people think..........
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people always guess what others are thinking about..........
the interpretation can be different!!!!!!
horrible........
really??
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wanna reading minds.........
is that gd??
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really weired that.....
i love listening what people say, what people share,
i love feeling what people feel.........
i can hear what u say, i can feel what u feel........
i can talk......
but only the facts.............
many things in my mind.........
however......
i find no word .... can come out from my mouth........
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sharing..........
really gd!!
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but i duuno y i can't break through the distance.......>.<
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i wanna feeling warm as same as b4........
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difficult task........
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i wanna to be myself......
really want to do that............
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but feel.....
really cold.............
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many thing s .........
in my mind.........
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y i can't let it open.......
....... 9月4日 HAPPY THINGS...SINCE I 'VE STARTED TO WORK.....
REALLY FELT EXHAUSED!!AND FELT >.<
少咗CLUBBING....但係自從尋晚....真係好開心.....
趣事多籮籮......
又唔知點解....好多人喎﹗逼爆....
成晚笑爆....
FULL POWER + 咬唇
AR B 飛O黎飛去....
又要
 人睇實佢....好鬼搞笑....但真係愛死佢...因為可以周圍同人"爹"....HAHA....KARY、人O地O的女....HAHHA
HAHA...睇王子又係攪笑..........
唔好講咁多....."飲"!!!!我最鍾意﹗:)
之後一齊食早餐...真係開心!!
:)三間翠華去哂.....
仲要攪笑到水蜜桃大戰香腸囉!!CRAZY!!:)
仲CRAZY O既係之間有大蟒蛇O既介入!!
AR B 食完咁濟....阿哥仔收咗個通粉.....
HAHA...又 可以食多個.....
笑鬼死....
夠膽死....衝紅燈都出埋.....
超低B!!!
但我鍾意﹗
同FRIEND一齊CLUBBING.....
呢啲真係正...真係開心﹗﹗
9月1日 powerless........suddently........
stressful.......
feel unhappy........
although that's the end of the summer.........i find that the "real workload" is coming!!!
i don't mind spending all the time to do those jobs......
however......i really care about my "heart"........
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..........................i don't want to work....work ....and work.....but without my "heart"!!
powerless........
stressful!!
i really want to do much better!!!
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At 3:26am.....
when i opened the door....one of the police....asked how many people live with me....|
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